R-Rated Life

Another emo day for me.
Walked down from the workplace to Geylang Serai.
Straight after work.
On the dot, chop chop - without delay.
Can't wait any longer to stay cooped up in the office.
Like a bloody prison.

Duno if its the weather or fatigue or just plain Hunger,
But seems my mind cant function properly these days.
Been visiting past memories - haunting ones.
Cant able to plug it out of my mind man!!
Shit.
Im so messed up.

Even the walk was pure torture.
Macam a lost boy.
Turn right i see couples.
Turn left i see couples.
Front and back too.
Arghhh...
Fate's been playing his cards well - mocking me it seems.
Not now Fate.
Im not in the !@#$-ing mood!
Not today, yesterday nor tomorrow.

The only respite was meeting up wif my fellow Army bros.
Hohoho...we realised one thing as we sat there,
That even though everyone at the tabe haf a Diploma,
Only ONE, yes ONE, who actually had a job related to it.
Wat a !@#$-ed up twist of !@#$-ing events!

me n my buddies!

My my...cant believe how shitty i feel today.
Feels like PMS, whatever tat is.
Duh..like i know??!!

To round up tis my !@#$-ing mood, i took this test.
Something bout my lifestyle or watever shit.

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

Haiz..boku wa nemuni ne!!
Ja Oyasumi!